Surrounded by people, but still feel alone

“you’re too young”

My moms’ answer/excuse to mostly everything. Or her other excuse your brother didnt do half the things I allow you to do.. LIKE REALLLY.? I COULD CARE LESSS. And she says his unfair to him. Wanna know whats unfair? Im the one who stays home wacthes her 7 year old son who must have ADD/ADHD/OCD or something. I clean the house and never go out with my friends because i never have a ride because shes either working or she doesnt feel like driveing me. & honestly i wouldnt mind if i got paid for doing half the things i do, but nope another one of her famous excuses is…”i shouldnt have to pay you for cleaning your house or watching family. But mean while im doing EVERYTHING my older brother is out partying, drinking having a blast…shes always giving him gas money. He’s 17 almost 18 graduating this year theres no reason he doesnt have a job.and i can barely ever spend a night with my boyfriend with out getting yelled at that i did something inappropriate. and her example of innapropriate lying on the floor with him. again ill repeat REALLLY?! i could be out having sex with him like half the girls i talk to; but i do i? NO. she comes off as a mom that doesnt caree but, when its just the family around shes way to over protective. yes i know theres crazy ass people out there that she tries to protect me from..but if she doesnt let me expierience anything im not gonna know what to do on my own. i LOVE my mom shes one of my bestfreinds but somethimes i just need my space from her and LIVE. If im ‘too young” to do half the stuff i wanna do, than im to young to take care of YOUR kid and clean the WHOLE house.


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